Another disastrous Christmas week. I haven’t exercised self-control because I just haven’t cared. I hate gaining weight but I have lost so much my sense is that I can just lose it later. I know that it is harder to lose weight than to gain it, but I really can’t believe that I won’t do it when I get back home.
I’m going to do my best not to gain any more weight this week, but as long as I’m below 195 next Monday, I’ll be fine. I know it is sad to lose this much weight and not care about putting more on, but I have been dieting for so long. I’m disappointed in myself, particularly because I don’t care that I’m losing money to that monstrous jerk.
I want to cancel my current Stickk.com contract but I am going to keep it and do the best I can. I am still committed to weighing 175 on March 10th and that is possible but unlikely at this point. We’ll see though!
I’m still aiming at 175.
Sorry to ramble today, but I’m on the road. When I’m able to resume my routines, I’ll feel a lot more organized … and a whole lot better!
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