I feel the need, the need for

structure?

I need schedules and structure in my life, in general.  I don’t do as well just “going with the flow”.  Which is weird since I am choosing to go into a profession which is going to require me to be flexible at times.  However having said that I am getting better at being flexible and adapting to small changes, so it’ll come.  It’s also not like I can not add structure in when I become an officer either, it just won’t be able to be set in stone.

I was not as prepared this week for my diet, I did not make a schedule and a plan.  My week was unstructured, and I have to say it has been a very hard week.  My lack of structure and planning led to uncontrolled eating, and too much feeling hungry.  So it will probably result in a gain at the scale this week.  I won’t be making that mistake again anytime soon.

I have also been thinking about structuring the old blog.  Being more intentional in what I post and do here.  We’ll see though, every time I say that on a blog I give up as soon as I start.

Well I better get going and make my schedule for next week, so that I can rest easy.