I fought the food but the food won

So the day was going great.  I was running late and didn’t get to eat breakfast (not good I know) but I was okay till lunch.  For lunch I had a grilled chicken breast, half a baked potato and salad.  Then later that afternoon I was hungry so I had a granola bar.  Then I went to the gym and kicked major butt on the treadmill and burned over 500 calories. 

Doing good so far….

Then I got home and was hungry.  I ate a ham sandwich.  Still not too bad.

Then I got stressed.

Sat here and thought about it.

Instead of trying to just feel better

I went to the damn freezer

and got the damn pizza

that I have been fighting with for days

and ate the damn thing

480 calories

That’s my whole workout!!!!!!  Gone.  As if it were nothing

If I had only looked at the calories before eating it….

But it’s too late to go back now.  It’s gone…done…and it’s ok.  I’ll just keep on going and remind myself that I didn’t get overweight with one personal pizza.

But how in the heck I ate a sandwich followed by a pizza (even though it was a small one), I’ll never know.

At any rate, I counted up all of my calories and I still stayed under the 2000 mark.  I had about 1800 today.  That’s rounding up.  So I’m not too horribly disappointed. 

Tomorrow is another day